37
You leave a few beads because a few beads cannot matter.
They matter the way tiny vents matter: they add up, they pick a tray, they fake a hose. Oskar sighs through his nose and wipes them anyway, which is a kindness you should not rely on.
“Last meter,” he says. “You can still say the list. Saying it is not a demotion.”
GROVE reprints the list, annoying, kind.
You pick up the grease pencil. The plastic sheet is still there. Squares are still promises.
Turn to 38.